Sunday, October 21, 2012

Fall Fesitval 2012

We recently had our Fall Festival at the Wal-Mart DGTC building and I am very honored to say that I was asked to take photos for our Special Events team.  I have done this a few times for them and I am always just thrilled when they ask me to do this!  Always makes this little Texas photographer's heart jump for joy to see my work being used!

Even though I was working, I was able to play a little and see some of my favorite people! 

 
Cindy is one of my most favorite people in the world and just FYI, (not including the people in the background) there are really three people in this pic besides Cindy and April and THIS fact makes my heart happier than anybody could ever guess!!!!  I love my little munchkin!  :) 



 
Of course the Fall Festival is NOT a fall festival with out my favorite little set of twin girls!  I absolutely adore my girls!!!!



I am very thankful for having Michael in my life!  This year was the first Fall Festival since I have worked at Wal-Mart that my sister was unable to attend due to living in OKLAHOMA (yelling in anger), so I was a little sad but Michael came to the rescue and joined me for the festivities!  I cannot say how truly blessed I am to have this caring and thoughtful man in my life! 

P.S. I LOVE FALL!!!!

Thursday, October 18, 2012

It's Ok Thursday ~ Beware, Negative Nancy on the loose...no seriously, enter at your own risk!




It's ok that I've had a very tough and emotional week....I have to tell myself that....that it really IS ok!
 
It's ok to be totally and utterly confused about life these days.  Wondering if the desires of my heart are ever going to pass and if not then why won't God remove them from my heart and if so, how much longer will I have to be patient?  I'm down to my last straw of patience, down! HE will have to be the one to get me through with patience because at this point, I'm done.  I'm drowning in my questions and confusion.  My faith seems to be somewhat non-existent at the moment.  I keep telling myself that this to shall pass.....but will it? 
 
It's ok that the Hunter Hays "Wanted" song makes me fall even MORE in love with love!  Such an awesome song!
 
It's ok that I'm so exhausted....mentally, spiritually, and physically and really, it's OK!  I'll be ok! I know I will.  I always am! 
 
It's ok that every ounce of my faith is totally buried by burdens and that any type of strength that I have right now is holding on for dear life to my amazing Father, my God!  If it weren't for Him, I would feel utterly broken and drained right now!  More so emotionally! 
 
It's ok that I'm being a negative Nancy right now.  I'm entitled to these days, right?  I'm so emotionally and spiritually exhausted that I can't even MAKE myself think positive.  I'm just TIRED!  This has been by far one of the worst years of my life and I'm so ready for a new season.  I'm tired of loss and tired of questions and confusions.  I'm ready for an amazing season of pure joy and love!  Crazy, ridiculous, AMAZING LOVE!  That's what I want!   That's what I WANT!
 
Even though my heart hurts right now, it's ok that I'm super ubber excited about being a "Celebrity Judge" for Wal-Mart's ISD wing challenge tomorrow!  YUM!  In case you don't know this about me, I crave wings on command! WORD!
 
See, there is always some sort of sunshine in the storms! ;)


Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Chapter 2012

I found this from my old blog. It was written December 30, 2009. Wow, I sure have come a long way! I love to look back and see where I have come from! Makes the growing process so sweet!

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Chapter 2010

It’s about to be a new year again! How exciting. Just like many of you, I am ready for a new year. A new year makes us feel like we can have a new start and a new life. Kind of like when we hand our life and our hearts over to Jesus. We get that new life…..that new start! His mercy refreshes our souls and our spirits and we are a new person.

I remember when I gave my heart over to Christ for the first time. I was in the 8th grade and it was the month of September. I was starting to FINALLY feel settled at Cooper and I felt like I was finally starting to make some friends but there was still that one little thing missing. It wasn’t by a specific friend or really a specific family member that pushed me to make that choice. It was just that feeling that there was a higher being and a purpose for my life besides just living it. I went to a Catholic Church with my family and obviously Church did plant the seed of Christ. I know I also had an amazing grandmother who would teach me the rosary in Spanish almost nightly and prayed for me nightly. Until this day, that is the only Spanish I really know. I also had some amazing Aunts who prayed for my sister and me and whom were great influences in our lives. I remember my Aunt Barbara taking care of us many of nights. She probably doesn’t even think I remember but I remember waking up early in the morning for school and for some reason when I think about those times, I think about her ironing our clothes and preparing us for our day.

Throughout high school, I pretty much continued my Christian walk. I never went out and drank with my classmates. I was pretty much a good kid. I was involved in extracurricular activities (the good ones…ha) and I pretty much lived a pure life. No, I was not perfect by any means. I stumbled a lot and made LOTS of mistakes growing up but for the most part I fed myself with scripture and read my Bible daily and listened to Christian music. I still remember the very first Christian single that grabbed me, “Thank You” by Ray Boltz. I remember my Uncle Don and my Aunt Luisa at our house one night and I asked them and my Mom to listen to it with me. We all stood in my mother’s kitchen and listened. Still not sure why I wanted that but I wanted it and being the loving Aunt and Uncle and Mom, they did it for me. Maybe it was my way of thanking them for roles they were playing in my life.

After my senior year in high school I started at Texas Tech. That is when I begin to wonder what it was like on the other side of that wall. I still wasn’t drinking and still wasn’t too far into the partying but I had started to go out to clubs and bars. I was engaged when I was 21 and went through a huge heartbreak with my ex. For some reason after that break up was when I let loose. I then started drinking. I drank a lot the summer I turned 21. Since then it has been an ongoing battle to not drink or bar hop or club hop. I loved to dance and boy would I go dancing. I thought I was living it up!

Several of you know the battles I have faced over the last two years and some of you do not. Perhaps those moments are meant for another blog as there is a huge gap between being 21 and 31. Right now, I just want to focus on that reconnection I have since then established with my God. I want to remind all of you that no matter what life brings us, He is always there. No matter what battles we are fighting or what heartaches we are enduring, He is there! I backslid for many years since I was that young girl in the 8th grade accepting Christ into my heart and into my life but I always still felt Him there, even when I knew I was a disappointment. He never ever left my side. He was still there when I wanted that pure and simple life back. I still fall short now and again but I know He will be there no matter what.

We are embarking on a New Year and I hope that within the New Year that many of you decide to give your life to Him or recommit yourself to Him. It is never too late and nothing we could ever do would change His view on us.

His view of me is so much more amazing than I could ever even imagine. I am the apple of His eye just like you are. It is not just a new year coming but a chance for a new YOU. A chance for that new or renewed relationship with your Savior that you are longing for. This is a perfect time to establish your relationship with Him and in Him. Don’t let another year pass by without really finding that purpose you were created for. Only He can guide those steps for us. I know when I tried to guide my own steps, I went in circles and got myself LOST. Anytime I begin to guide myself, I find myself going in a circle.

He’s the Author of our story and the leader of our steps; let Him start writing your 2010 Chapter. Trust me, you won’t regret it!

God Bless and Happy New Year! I hope 2010 will be the best thus far for you! 

Crystal

Sunday, October 14, 2012

Sunday Social ~ All About Books



1. Favorite childhood book

Considering I was a book nerd growing up, I have a TON of favorite childhood books.  I had a hard time picking my favorite, so here are a few of my favorites....





2 . Favorite Book lately:

Reading this in my Women's Group with Church and it's been awesome!!!


I'm kinda a book nerd, so I am also reading




And Michael and I are slowly getting through....


3. Book you wish you could live in:

This would be freakin' AWESOME! 



Sure it might be creepy to fly around in a giant peach with dancing insects BUT it would be pretty cool after getting over the creep out of it all....haha

4. If you could be any character from a book who would it be and why?


Allie of course....I love her character in this movie!!!  Super precious love story!

5. Favorite Book turned Movie?





6. Favorite Magazines:

Beauty Of A Woman





~~ Beauty of a Woman ~~

The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears,
The figure she carries, or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen from her eyes,
Because that is the doorway to her heart,
The place where love resides.
The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole,
But true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul.
It is the caring that she lovingly gives,
The passion that she shows.
The beauty of a woman
With time, only grows..

Christian Women's Job Corp Volunteer Fair

A few weeks ago CWJC had a booth at a Wal-Mart Volunteer Fair and we had a GREAT turn out!!!  I can't say enough how blessed it is to be a part of this organization!  I have seen this organization help so many women in different ways and it is a blessing to report that my mentee from last year just got a job at Wal-Mart Home Office!  I couldn't be prouder of her!!!!  GREAT Job Brandy!!!!

Christal and I sat at our booth and passed out flyers and business cards while at the Volunteer Fair and I think we recruited a few helpers for the next session!!!  WOOHOO!

If you are interested in helping out with CWJC, please feel free to contact me at crystal@crystalgarza.com


Saturday, October 13, 2012

Saturday Six ~ First One



Saturday Six Number One: 

This past week was super busy but amazing!  Monday we had our kickball game....lost our first game but we won our second game!!!!  GO APES!!!!


Saturday Six Number Two:

A clean house is always lovely!!!!! LOVELY!!!!!


Saturday Six Number Three:

Life

Saturday Six Number Four:

Busy weekend with shoots and I'm loving it!

Saturday Six Number Five:

Lots going on with my photography business and I'm SO excited for the future!!!!  I'm so thankful for my clients!

Saturday Six Number SIX:

The rain was awesome tonight! I love rainy weather!  LOVE IT!

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

2012 Eureka Car Show

A few weekends ago, some friends and I spent the day in Eureka for the annual car show!  It took us two and half hours to get there when it normally should take maybe 45 min.  We made several little stops to be silly and/or because somebody was feeling sick.  The roads between Bentonville and Eureka are curvy and crazy!

 



When we got to Eureka we looked at sweet cars....






 

 
The boys found some awesome sword umbrellas.



 
Then on our way home, we made more pit stops.....this time it was mainly for my obsession of taking photos of cows and old houses.  :)
 


 
Overall, our little day trip to Eureka was a blast!  Even Matt had fun!!
 
Oh and here is a shot of the cute dress and pair of shoes I found on sale! I LOVE this dress!
 

 
 
 


 
 
 
 

What I'm Loving Wednesday ~ God, Love, and Fall Fun



I am LOVE LOVE LOVING that I have SO much to be thankful for!  Life is so amazing and I'm so thankful for an amazing God who honors my commitment to Him.  Not my perfection (because then there would be nothing to honor since I'm SO FAR from perfect) but my commitment to my faith! I believe in His LOVE and His GRACE and I totally commit every day to showing others that same love and grace that He so lovingly showers me with EVERY DAY!!!!!

I am loving that my relationship with Michael is growing so deep and amazingly precious....God has blessed me with a chance to love him and I am totally committed to loving Michael the way he deserves to be loved!  I could go on and on with all the amazing ways this man loves me and all the things I love about him but you would probably get bored with my mush fest and then you would never come back to read me! Just know that I'm totally in love!!!!! 


I am also loving that my message yesterday to the Christian Women's Job Corp ladies was awesome!  God came through for them and used me to teach and love on these women and I'm so honored that God has chosen me as somebody to love for Him!  I'm so excited to see what God has in store for these amazing and talented young women!!!  I feel so blessed to be a part of their lives and journey!!!!!!! 

I am loving the fallish weather (and wintry at times)!  I have been wearing my boots and scarfs and everything fallish!  I ADORE fall fashion!!!!

I am loving that I get to sit by my little Jenny Bear and we get to decorate our desks with lots of fall loveliness

I am loving that my next two months are filling up with photo shoots!  God is blessing me with amazing clients and I'm so excited to see what memories I can capture for these wonderful families who are entrusting me with their family portraits!!!!  Such a blessing!!!!!  Let me know if you want to book with me!!!!  Have a few more slots open!



Sunday, October 7, 2012

The Enemy Uses Our Prideful Hearts For His Evil



"It is the holiness of God that compels our hearts to cry out for the grace of God." ~Max Lucado

Grace, humility, joy, repentance, forgiveness, love..... words that many people use several times a day, yet do not put much thought into them as they say them. Whether we realize it or not, these words are powerful! It is holiness that produces humility and grace that is applied to humility. It is repentance that produces joy and forgiveness that is applied to love. We live in a world that teaches us to wear masks to impress others and a world that teaches us we can never get away from the pasts that haunt most of us. We attempt to tell ourselves, "well I'm not as bad as him," or "well, at least I don't....," or "well I know how she is," or "well I heard once he...." and we do this to make ourselves feel better for our own skeletons, secrets, or sins. I will never understand why putting somebody else down is the oldest mechanism for self-worthiness. You know what really happens when we do this? We don't really start to feel better about ourselves but we then start to build pride in our own hearts.

I'm starting to understand why God wants to protect us from gossip and being a "busy body". Not only does this prevent hurting our brothers and sisters but this also prevents us from hurting ourselves. Pride, another ugly word that most of us do not even realize we have marinating in our own hearts, minds, and souls. It's there folks. Every time you judge another person, every time you tell yourself that your life is "better" than somebody else's life, every time you help somebody and expect something in return, every time you turn an apology away from a loved one because "they did you wrong and you just can't,", every time we think our sin is not as bad as somebody else's sin, and every time we gossip about others. Pride! It's hurtful! We have the power to hurt others with our pride!

Some people will read this today and not even realize the pride they hold in their own heart or the damage this does to a soul, relationships, image, and most importantly to a relationship with God. The enemy will use pride to destroy us inside and to destroy the relationships around us. The enemy will use pride to steal the love we have in ourselves to share with others. Pride! Such an ugly word and an ugly sin! If we have prideful hearts, how can we be able to accept the free gift of grace? The answer is simple, we can't. So, I challenge you today to pray and ask God to forgive you and to cleanse your heart and replace pride with grace. It can and will be done folks, if you ask for it! He is waiting to fill us with mercy and grace. He is waiting for us to cleanse our heart and soul and to show love to our neighbors, family, friends, and enemies. Don't let pride keep you from grace, joy, love, or forgiveness. It will if you allow it to.

"The Lord laughs at those who laugh at Him, but He gives grace to those who are not proud." Proverbs 3:34

"If you respect the Lord, you will also hate evil. I hate pride and bragging, evil ways and lies." Proverbs 8:13

"Pride leads only to shame; it is wise to be humble." Proverbs 11:2

"Whoever loves pure thoughts and kind words will have even the King as a friend." Proverbs 22:11

"if you are selfish and have bitter jealousy in your hearts, do not brag. Your bragging is a lie that hides the truth." James 3:14

"People who work for peace in a peaceful way plant a good crop of right-living." James 3:18